Wow I really need to pull it together.
Tomorrow I am slated to be induced. That means tomorrow I will most likely meet my son. It is our last day as a 3 some. I feel so guilty saying this, but it is bitter sweet. Piper is already having such a hard time. She is scared of everything all of a sudden. Bedtime is a nightmare. She is crying for an hour before she settles down. I took her swimming yesterday and she didn't want to get into the water. I am 34 and I know how I feel about change. She is just 2 years and 8 months. I know she will adjust. She is an amazing little girl.
I felt this way when Piper was about to be born. It was just Farley, Bucket and Seth and I and now this little girl was about to join our circle of trust. I hope I don't sound like an insensitive mother by admitting this.
Change is just hard. Harder for some than others. I.E. ME.
I felt this way when Piper was about to be born. It was just Farley, Bucket and Seth and I and now this little girl was about to join our circle of trust. I hope I don't sound like an insensitive mother by admitting this.
Change is just hard. Harder for some than others. I.E. ME.
You are not a bad mom for saying or feeling these ways! Your heart and mind are going to melt when you see Quinn for the first time! It is going to be amazing!
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